Searching for a 'pause button'

What do you do when you find that life is getting ahead of you?

As a situation unfolds, it triggers off multiple events almost instantly in all directions and you find yourself pre-occupied, almost too pre-occupied to take some mental time out to realise the happening. Itz like attending to a flow of continous circumstances without giving any of them concentrated thought.

You search for a pause button, just to take stock of things.

You ask yourself -"Is this really happening, like really really!!!" Thats when the pre-occupation gets the better of you.

It seems easier to let go. As I surrender to the circumstances with unquestionable faith in destiny, all my previous prayers ring in my head calling me to faith and trust.

In the midst of all this somewhere I know, that in distant time I will look back at 'now' and be grateful. Something not sure what- looks very promising and bright.

Not sure if I could do better, if I was in control.

May be a lover but ain't no dancer

Is dancing a function of destiny?

One would not dance unless the immediate previous circumstances would have lead him/her to a situation where he/she dances. Now this may not be specific to dancing, but it certainly also does apply to it.

As the destiny forces it on us, we are left with a choice. We can either resist it or give in. For our decision we refer to the society for concluding the possible outcomes and itz implications on our personality. But the dance will continue till we learn to find it in our heart and move our body as directed by it. Till destiny is concluded by love.

For now the music continous-

"When I get to the bottom I go back to the top of the slide
Where I stop and I turn and I go for a ride
Till I get to the bottom and I see you again"

Helter Skelter.